Wednesday, 10 November 2010

My cave woman days

So it turns out that not all of my regressions require a formal hypnotic induction session. This is one of these times.

This regression happened one night when it was dark windy and rainy. I was lying in bed listening to the sound of the rain as it hammered against my window. Then before I was really aware of what was happening I was somewhere else.

I found myself in a cave. The walls were rough, jaggy stone covered in green slime. There was an opening just in front of me, I crept forward and looked out the opening. The sky was a purple colour and the clouds were racing past so fast, faster than I've ever seen clouds move before. In front of me was water, black threatening water capped of with a white head of foam. The waves were loud. So loud that it was hurting my head. It looked like they were trying to go in every direction at the same time. I was scared, I knew I had to get out of this tiny cave. I tried to grab on to the outside of the cave but the walls were so slippery. I wanted to climb up the rock face but I just couldn't get a grip on anything. I came back inside and sat down huddled against the back wall. I couldn't swim and even if I could I don't think anyone could have swam through the rough water.

The water from the sea started to spray in through the opening in small cave. The cold icy shards made my skin ache everytime it touched me. The water was getting higher, I could feel it. There was no point in shouting, I knew no one was around, and even if they were they weren't going to waste the time helping a person like me. As the water climbed higher up the cliff face the waves slammed into the cave knocking me hard back against the sharp rocks behind me. The rocks tore up the skin on my back and arms and the sea salt punished me further as it soaked into my wounds. At one point a large wave came in and knocked my face hard against the wall. Something happened to my eye. I couldn't see out of it and there was blood seeping out from under my fingers as I held my hand to my face. My forehead was cut pretty badly too and there was a pounding pain in my head. Eventually I slipped into sleep.


Normally my regressions are quite calm, even when I see myself dying I know that it's not happening to me now and that everything is going to be ok. This is the only regression I've experienced where I was panicked. I think that it was because I wasn't prepared for it.

There are always several things that you just "know" about yourself while you are being regressed and a couple of these showed up for me. One of them was that people thought of me as a "scourge" they didn't want me around. I scared them for whatever reason. The cave had been created by the people who put me into it. It was used as a means to punish criminals, murderers mostly. It was cheaper than hanging.

I'm pretty sure that I had fractured my skull when the last wave hit me. I know if it hadn't happened that way eventually the water would have filled up the cave and I would have drowned. If I had tried to swim in all likelihood I'd have been crushed against the rocks anyway. If I had climbed to the top "they" would have been waiting for me. It was really a pretty effective way to execute someone.

I have no idea what time this life was based in. There were no people around me and I was dressed in something resembling a burlap sack. My guess is that this is what all prisoners wore. I don't think it was too long ago because the people were obviously advanced enough to create the hole on the cliff face and find some way to get me down there.

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